Dear My Love,

Dear My Love,

I wanted to say it to you long ago, but I didn’t have a chance. You knew that how much I loved you, right? More than anything… I didn’t expect you realize that, and I wanted you to be happy. Because when I saw you be with him, you were more happy than be with me. It’s hard to admit, but that was the first time I lost. It was like, when the most precious thing was taken away, I denied the whole world. How childish I was

At first, I felt my life was ended, thrown away and faded, but somehow I regained the will to go on, to see your smile. “I am happy when you’re happy” – that was exactly I could say at that moment. And then time passes on, six months, a year, then two years. By now, I can say that each and every wound is healed; there are only scars left. I don’t have any extreme emotions when talking to you, not anymore. Hopefully, It’s good for both of us.

However, there is still only one thing inconvenient for me, I can’t find the exciting feelings I used to have when being with you. Many say I am emotionless; I am so naive, and I can’t find any reasons to against it. I don’t blame you, because it was the best time of mine. Up until now, you’re still the ideal girl for me ) I myself don’t want to change too because when I find back those special feelings, that one must be better than you

I don’t expect you to read this one, but if by any chances, hope you can :p

Best regards,

K-Val